They found out yesterday that the baby died about one week ago. They are dealing with this as is expected. When I talked with Jennifer yesterday, (before going to the Hospital) she told me she had peace and she was able to leave it with the Lord.
But after seeing the little one so many times from so many angles on the ultrasound, it simply does feel as a great loss with many why's. Like Paul said last night, I wonder what kind of a child it would have been, a boy or a girl, character etc.
This morning Jennifer had to go back to the Hospital, and will have a D&C on next Tuesday. Why wait so long, because she has no pain nor bleeding.
Today she is dealing with it in her own way, she is very sad, the disapoinment of the sudden ending of this pregnancy. If we would know why certain things happen we would not need God, that is why we call Him GOD, He is beyond our comprehension, beyond our wisdom. We are also living in a world corrupted by the enemy. Only by trusting in God are we able to enjoy, or take advantage of the "Kingdom" living. Jesus mentions this so many times. "The Kingdom of God is like this............." A mustard seed, being born again, His Kingdom is not of this world etc.
All we can do is pray for Jennifer and Paul that they will have peace, a peace that passes all understanding. The same peace I had (and still have) when I heard the news of the cancer in my body. God has planned many blessings for them. He will see them through this, of this I am sure. Praise God for His faithfulness.
Love Trudy
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